The new Death Cab CD has motivated me to resume writing, even in the midst of finals.
I'm waiting for a lot of things to come to fruition. I'm waiting on school, travel, people, work, home etc... but for the first time in my life, I'm not living just for those future events. To put it more plainly, I would still choose to continue my existence (if given the option to terminate), whether or not any of those future events materialized: Right now, it's good to be breathing.
Encumbrances be damned! I'm developing a resiliency that isn't seen by anyone but me, yet it is the best thing that has come out of the last year. Forecast for the future: My life is going to be filled with uncertainty and struggle, but the maturity I've earned (I use "earned" deliberately) since November will serve me well.
Conclusion: The future is exciting, but the present is just the future a day later.
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